Horoscope

"Perhaps there is a feeling of uncertainty that is creeping into your mind and suggesting that you are not mentally or physically prepared for the job that you need to be doing at this time. Do not doubt yourself or your abilities."

That is part of my horoscope for the day, and I must admit that it's true. The closer I get to having Silas, the more terrified I become of breaking him. People keep telling me that my instincts will take over when I get Si home, but what if my instincts don't work or I am missing that part of me? Let's face it, some people are just not good parents. I know some of those people personally. They think they are good parents, but they are wrong. What if I become one of those people?!

These are the things I think about when I should be working so that I can afford to buy diapers when my son gets here. See? Already looking a little sketchy...